I was feeling blue on Monday and yesterday. I am still feeling blue today, but getting better with time. I have also come to realise that as you get older, certain decisions you make in your life can make or break you.
I had a very interesting phone call with one of my pals and it hit me…….LIFE IS NEVER FAIR, even when it seems to be.
*Minor digression* This is someone I haven’t seen in awhile, but it still amazes me how much we still do have in common. Catching up and laughing like we just parted ways a few hours before. *Digression over*
Unfortunately, there is one thing I really dislike about friends and giving advice. Its when that advice comes back to bite you. Why does this happen especially when you mean well? Oh well, you win some, you lose some. I have come to this conclusion, until I am 100% sure (who am I kidding) that this won’t happen again……’Dear Mocha’ will not be available until further notice.
Still on the subject of unfairness in this ‘short’ life of ours, why does falling in love have to be such a painful task? In all honesty, I really do admire those singletons who are loving their singlehood or the ones who are already in love and enjoying the company of their companions. This ‘limbo’ situation is what I don’t penda. Are you or aren’t you? Is (s)he or isn’t (s)he? The state of uncertainty, encumbered by other factors makes it indeed a situation of why can’t it be simple or made simple? Life and its unfairness……AARRGGHHH!!!!
Moving on to other issues…..
….I had a really lovely weekend before all the blues checked in. On Saturday, my pal and I had a BBQ and it went down well. There was plenty of food, drink (we didnt supply any alcohol as none drinks in our household, but guests were allowed to bring some) and music. The right set of people who managed to show up made the party a success. It ended at around 2ish and by Sunday morning when everyone had recovered, they were calling to say how much fun they had. My music selection went well as I managed to cover all areas not letting the adults and/or the young ones feel left out. With help from my pal, the difference in our musical cultures was catered for as well and everybody had fun. I made chapatis and they were a hit, but do I say.
Anywhoo….enough of all this mambo jambo….how is your week panning out KBWers???
RE-EDIT: P.S. Can someone advice me how to put videos on YouTube? I have a few clips I would like to share with you lot.